Go on!

Changes. Maybe, this year will be the time for changes. But, what do I want to change? Many things, all the time I've been thinking that my life isn't enough. I'm looking for satisfaction and now I think I'm getting it. I've learned to find happiness in small details of daily life and it's making me feel better. Now, I'm closer to face a new change and it scares me, anyways. 

Change to somewhere better, that's for sure. So, what's the problem? It's time to go on!

New sun

Sometimes I can see you in the dark
when the music is running out with the stars.
Sometimes I can meet us in the otherside of the mirror
like a shadow that's flying through the sky.
I need to know where to go,
where to go, where to stay,
I need to know the right way,
and then I will never stop.

Like a sound, like a thunder
I will run.
Like a horse so fast,
like a building so strong
we're meant to see the shinning new sun.

Fotografía: Jardín Botánico, Viña del Mar (febrero, 2013)

Waiting for tomorrow

They say everything's going to be ok,
and I'm afraid it isn't.
They try to lift me up and soon I fall again
cause I need some answers,
I need to see a clear future to go for it.

Tell me that all is going to be ok.
Tell me I just need to wait.
Tell me I'm the one that this life needed,
tell me there's hope to wait for tomorrow
when the things will start to be great.

I'm afraid.
I'm stuck on this moment
and I don't know where I am,
where to go, what to say.
I need some answers to help me out.

By my side.

Sometimes I close my eyes
and I can fly away from everything.
That's the time when I see a better life,
a better world to live in,
where our dreams are coming true.
There's no need to escape from anything
cause everything we want is there.

So, where's that place that I want to find?
Maybe and my dreams, imagination.

Maybe just by my side. 

The end of october

Dark is fading when the sun's coming out,
the rise of our lives is coming, don't you see?
Summer is calling us, we need to take a bath in the sun,
ray of sun, ray of light,
ray of the night that will find us in a bug huge.

Take a time to see the sky and it's brightness,
take the time to forgive bad words.
Take the time to realise that we're not perfect:
just a human, after all.

Explosions in the sky (fly away)

I want to see the sky when it's dark,
I want to feel the midnight in your eyes.
I want to fly away by your side,
I want to take a rest on your soul.

All it's full of peace,
the life's full of green,
heavenly coloured smiles,
stars are crushing outside.

Just look outside, fly away,
feel the sunrise, fly away,
feel the breathing,fly away,
there's nothing else to loose.

Take me to your eyes,
take me to the stories we've created everytime,
we're so far away from here, far away,
fly away, fly away with me.


When the world's ending,
I want to stay by your side.
When there's explosions in the sky
I will be kissing you, once again.


 

New chances

Sometimes I shout as as stronger that I can break the glass

and you'll look at me scared, you'll like to escape.

Sometimes I feel surprised about the things I get

and the life goes by so faster that I can't realise of,

when the dreams are coming one by one

and the same places are calling me again:

new chances to see the world,

new chances to do it well,

new chances to get further.

And I'm back to the game

when I said I didn't want,

I'm back to do what I'm scared of,

but I'm sure that everything will look better:

no sacrifice, no victory.

Cause I can scream so strong,

cause I can create new worlds,

cause I can make the world change with a word,

cause I can do anything I want,

and here I go again. 

The world's getting better,

the future is smiling to us. 

Sleeping drugs

Make my mind explode

when the world outside it's making me confuse.

Too many thinks to think about,

too many dreams I wish them to come true,

too many thoughts that are killing me inside

and my mind just needs some place to think.

I want  to take a breath,

I want to take a risk

and I'm afraid about the chances I get,

are they what I really want?

Just need to take my time,

to dance, to write, to think,

to cry, to scream, to shout,

to sing, to do anything I want or don't.

So forget about the reality,

forget about the pain in your thoughts.

Sleeping drugs are making me fly,

relaxing all the muscles in trouble,

taking my eyes into a beautiful landscape.

Sleeping drugs to see a different way,

where confusion is the law

and the signs are a different key.

Sleeping drugs to escape,

to dream.

Sleepings drugs are making me fall asleep to a brand new day,

the dreams are just beginning. 

Sunday's midnight

Winter is freezing the sky

and nothing seems like I wanted it to be,

too many dreams away from reality

and all expectations are gone now.

Have I made something wrong?

Am I paying the bad decisions I've made?

The day's cold and I'm wondering about the future:

they predict explosions, they predict confusion,

they predict the darkness that will made us become crazy,

but I'm sure the light's outside and life's getting better.

Dreams are closer than nightmares.

Sunday's midnight and I'm falling asleep in the frozen sun,

frozen spirit, frozen words.

Sunday's midday and I started to dream

about the world I've created, 

about the life I want to live in.

Because I'm sure that everything will be better soon. 

Fotografía: Almirante Montt en dirección a la Plaza Aníbal Pinto, Valparaíso.

Waiting for an earthquake

When the things are turning troubled and my mind's full of madness, everything can turn into something worst. I'm freaking out, I'm so scared about the ending of that story that I never wanted to live: that weak building that I shouldn't ever tried to cross. It's the end now and I'm not happy, I feel there's not successfull when you've worked a lot an a stupid person can't realise about it: maybe she doesn't want, she wants everybody to live the same shit she creates. And I said I didn't want to spend my time talking about that teacher, but actually I'm doing it and it's something that will help me to make me relax. I need to put it away and my words are coming free in a way I know that this kind of people won't understand. Language can sometimes be our best hidding place, the limit of my space and yours, the only barrier that some people will never cross.

That shit is coming to the end and I'm trying to do my best for enjoying that thing I really I don't like. I swear I'm doing my best even when my plans weren't what I expected it to be, but life gives surprises and changes. It's obviously I need to be ready for changes cause my mind's so structured and sometimes I don't take the time to see something new. That school practice was something new, a different place that I wasn't expecting to know and now I hate. That's it the reality I can't really tell at this place, that I'm scared of writting on my language. I'm sure everything will be better. Time's remaining... I'm waiting for an earthquake.

Light

Shaking the world at my feet,

living inside a bad dream,

I want to forget about everything.

Is this what I choose?

Sometimes we're wrong, sometimes we fail

and I want to take my time to take revenge,

I want to take revenge againt myself

and I don't know how to escape:

I think that I should be scared

about all the things that I can say.

I need some light like the road on the hill,

I need to run away from that shitty place

this is not where I want to be,

I need a better space to stay in.

Bad words I don't want to hear,

no more loneliness, no more fear,

no more irony,

no more imitation:

I know the light's outside of this building.

Light to see far away,

light to get good dreams,

no more nightmares,

light to stay safe... away from here. 

Another dawn

Make me fly,

and I'll make you fly too.

Let's reach the stars in a second

and leave the world behind.

The only thing is need

is you looking at me

and I'm done. 

Don't care about the noise,

don't care about the troubles:

if we're together, everything will be alright. 

Let the night come

and we will be watching the stars.

Everything will be alright

Would you like to see another dawn with me?

Jack

You know it's true,

I'm not like him

but I'm real.

He's just so far,

he's just a movie star

and everything he does is not for real.

But I'm here,

a paradise is ours 

and no one else can take you out from this,

cause I'm real.

I'm just so close

I'm a human at all

and everything will be as perfect as a dream.

And I'm not Jack:

forget his name,

and let me touch you like it's the end.

Let me touch you,

let your skin be my guiding light,

and I promise you stories you'll remember forever.

Hollywood movies are just a fantasy,

and we're far better than this

cause we're real.

We can fly, we can cry, we can laugh,

we can kiss our lips everytime we want.

We can feel it,

we can dream it,

we can make it true.

Still dreaming about earthquakes

I still dreaming about earthquakes in the middle of a nightmare

and I woke up scared about what's going to happen.

I wish I could now it all,

but I'm just a tourist inside this world,

everything's still a surprise

and I don't know how to act.

 I walk away, sometimes I ran, 

sometimes I fall down and I fall asleep into the rain:

do I have to escape?

Do I have to pray?

Do I have to tell the stories to someone else

if there's nothing clear like to say?

I'm dreaming about disasters

and the earth is shaking so strong,

but everything's still so quiet.

I'm dreaming about feeling as scared that I can't keep on,

that my legs are week and my body's fool,

my mind can't think about a reaction

and the blood inside my veins are stucked. 

I'm just and explotion and everything's on fire,

round the city of my nightmare. 

Do I have to ran?

I don't, because there's no way out.

There's some noise, there's confusion

but there's a light after all. 

Everything's changing, everything will be better,

that's what I want to think.

Mix the world

Afraid. Afraid of what? I don't know. Mix the sound, mix the world inside of your head and make it blow out. There's nothing else to be scared of, but I'm still looking at this place: what's this? What's going to happen? I want to know, but... I don't want to know. Create words, create sounds, create new stories for somebody to tell. Everything: random things I'm saying and I don't know why. Tired. Tremors. Nightmares. Dreams. Cross the river and take a sleep, swim to the ocean, swim to the universe: are we going to be saved? 

But I'm quiet. I'm nervous. I'm freaking out, but I'm safe. I need to take a rest, I need to escape away. Good things are coming soon.

Hope's never over

Maybe, there's the time when I need to think about too many different things of my life. Sometimes, life takes decisions and it doesn't ask you if you agree or don't. I had to change my plans the last week and I still can't fix that. It's a little chaos that's turning me scared... how can I deal with this? I'm afraid of beeing without the professional teaching practice that I need to do now and I'm sad about the reasons that lead me to that position: they don't even realise about the damage they're making, they don't care about anything but their own money and that's the truth. That's how I feel about it.

And I try to think that I'll find a place to be: hope's never over. I believe that life's not random and I'll see clear the road I've got to follow. There's a destiny we are made for and we will be guided to that place, to our happiness. We just need to find it in little daily smiles, I still feel surprised about amazing reasons that appears suddenly. I've noticed that I'm working on what I wanted to do, and that's why I'm happy: my thesis is something that really make me happy at the moment: I hope I keep feeling the same until the end.

Fotografía: Ruta 68, Camino a Santiago.

Fire

Explosions in the sky and trouble's all around,
a storm is coming and I can't go out.
The earth is trembling,
the sound's scary,
the nature's dying under our feet.

A gun in the head,
the blood's everywhere;
the birds are trying to escape
where free water can be drunk for them.
Many lives needs to be saved,
where else can we run away?

Fire in the sky, fire in our heaven,
the paradise's turning into hell,
what can we say?
What can we do?
Everything dissappears in a boom.

Find me outside your window

Find me outside your window,
I'll give you my word I'll be there waiting for you
and we'll escape far away from here.
There are mountains full of rainbows,
beautiful landscapes will be our view,
only nature you'll hear.

I'll give you a call,
there's nothing to lose,
let's fly so high,
just take the chance.
Follow me into the silence,
we can find a place full of peace,
I can give you everything you need.

Fotografía: Camino a Pisco Elqui a la altura de Montegrande, Valle del Elqui, Chile

Random thoughts.

There was a time when I couldn't smile
there was a time when the flower didn't smell.
I used to walk alone through the city
when I've always wanted to jump into the sea.
I wanted to swim, to get away from here:
I've always known there's a big ocean out there,
there's a whole world waiting for me.

And I flew, and I reached that horizon
where the sun where always on the top
and the moon where always on the dancefloor.
There is a place where I learned to smile,
there's a place where I learned to take risks
and now I've realised about this:
life's a risk, would you like to take it?

Time.

I'm thinking about the world that we're living. Is it the right time to do everything we want? Are we prepared enough for facing it? It's the time to fly, to get connection, to get a espiritual call and discover there's a huge universe outside that's always watching at us, and I guess it has too many different ways to talk to us. 

Are we ready to listen?